I do feel like there is this pressure that I "have" to iniciate
yeah.. I know how that feels. And when you STOP yourself from doing what you think you need to do, it has this funny feeling in you. Gosh.. I have so many episodes such as this.

But I think LETTING GO and NOT Pressuring your H is very important. I think my H only started the positive baby steps when I was carefree and confident with myself, my life without him.... Now, I have to REMEMBER to not harp about things over and over again. NEED to ACT AS-IF we are the girlfriends. SOmetimes, think men just don't like the wives to be toooo concerned or responsible about stuff. So, guessed need to relax abit...


With regards to boobies... I think we, women are sometimes harsher on ourselves. We may think that they are not perky, not big, not round etc etc. Our men probably think otherwise... I was watching a movie the other day, and this woman had really round perky boobs. I was watching and commenting to myself "fail. fail." and H asked "what are you on about? The show is quite alright, I thought!". I replied "I was referring to my boobs. Hers is round and perky". And H said "Hers are probably fakes. I think yours are pretty good!" Ha ha ha...
So, DON't WORRY...