Hi Nicola, I do get your point, I'm having boob envy right now . Out that crazy night when we argued the good that came out of it is that since he's stopped viewing porn online (he forgot about the "history" feature, I could checked he viewed porn 4x a week.) I never confronted him but something I said that night while I was raving mad hit a nerve, he doesnt even want to be online, hope that lasts.
I remember when my "friends" were high and perky (ok, TMI for some here ) But you are right, if that's all he wants I dont' want him, and I do know he knows better than that, having encountered the most selfish backstabing people while he was away, he realizes that no one but me really cared for him.
I'm attempting again to talk myself into doing the little things I'd do before, hold his hand first, give him a good night kiss in the lips *SIGH* back to square 1.
I love yoga! that's one thing we do together, my H and I, we do yoga 2x a week, and I'm pretty sore the next day, and like it
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
. Out that crazy night when we argued the good that came out of it is that since he's stopped viewing porn online (he forgot about the "history" feature, I could checked he viewed porn 4x a week.) I never confronted him but something I said that night while I was raving mad hit a nerve, he doesnt even want to be online, hope that lasts.
(ok, TMI for some here 
) But you are right, if that's all he wants I dont' want him, and I do know he knows better than that, having encountered the most selfish backstabing people while he was away, he realizes that no one but me really cared for him.
