You got it Amy . . . She's told me all I need to know. I only took her call because my H had called and said that he had left her . . so I wanted to know what she had to say about it. Stories line up . . .FOR ONCE in 7 months. Good God that was a surprise.
Now then . . . I have to work on me. I feel like I have come sooo far . . I WILL NOT LOSE IT!! I clawed my way up this far . . . and I'm not falling down again. NO WAY! I am interested to see what you all have to say about what shippd said. I mean now that they have both said their R is over . . . I would like to see him and just see if he and I can get along for at least a few hours. I want to see him and see how I feel about him. But if that's not the best course of action I will send him packing down the road to "her". The big test (FOR HIM . . I have nothing to do with this) is coming up. . . he'll be back down there for about 5 days (to finish up Schneider stuff) . . and that'll be when he'll go back to her if he's going to.
Emily is going to be EMILY . . . no one will change me again! PROMISE I can't thank you all enough for beating me up and showing me what I have to fix. I know I'm no where near fixed yet . . . but gosh do I feel better.
