Why am I crying . . . I just thought that I had "won" Oh what a prize I would have gotten huh?
This is going to be the hardest thing I EVER do . . PLEASE pray for me. I'm being a jackass. I'm being a jackass because I think I love him.
Thank you GH . . . . I have set some boundaries for myself . . . I guess I just don't want to enforce them . . this is harder than I thought.
I just won't pick up the phone . . . I'll let him sweat me out . . and be with her. He moved back in with her and in two weeks she's going out in the truck with him because she's going to be "homeless" so she'll be quiting her job and he'll be paying all her bills. Good for them I guess. . . .
WOW . . .
I just keep getting burned and walking back into the fire. Good thing I have God to be with me so I can survive.
Like Alimari said, "He gave me a spirit that you cannot break."
We bounce back!
Emily,
For me, admittedly, someone who does not read every post in your thread, this is one of your best posts ever. You SEEM to be getting it now. Let's see you continue that.
