I talked to OW. He talked to her lastnight after he and I talked . . and this morning.
Why is he doing this to me? What the hell do I do? Do I just pack up my heart and walk away? Do I stand here in limbo with my heartaching and see where it goes? WTF!!!!!!! I am torn between angry fear and hurt. Please tell me what to do . . Amy . . . be honest . . . what do I do?
I didnt put all my eggs in one basket counting on him . . . but it's all the betrayal . . is he trying to keep us both? I don't understand. HELP . . . starting up the rollercoaster again.
