maybe me being with some other people CASUALLY would help me appreciate him more
I ,,,ONLY MY OPINION ,,,DO NOT THINK YOU ARE READY FOR THAT, but hey I am not you. I think it would boost your ego, but appreciate Kevin more I doubt it. It will make you see when you are ready(emotionally more self assured) that there are a whole lot of men who can spend their life by your side.
BUT FIRST EMILY HAS TO GET EMILY BACK,, YOU HAVE BEEN LOST LOOKING FOR WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN ,,, ALL ABOUT KEVIN. THAT YOU THE REAL YOU IS ,,,
LOOOOOONG LOST. WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT IN LIFE? WHAT ARE YOUR DREAMS? WHAT DOES EMILY NEED FROM EMILY? WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? WHO ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOUR DREAMS? WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS? WHATS IMPORTANT TO YOU? WHERE ARE YOU GOING? WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR DAUGHTERS TO LEARN FROM YOU? WHAT WILl OTHERS REMEMBER ABOUT YOU?
EMILY PLEASE BE YOURSELF LET GO OF THE OLD AND BECOME NEW. JUST LIKE A BUTTERFLY,,, RENEW YOURSELF AND DO NOT EVER LOOK BACK BE YOU BE HAPPY, AMAZING, SEXY ,WONDERFUL, SELF ASSURED, STRONG, INSPRIRATIONAL. YOU ARE ONLY 21 AND YOU SEE IT NEGATIVELY,,, I AM 35 HONEY AND IF YOU CAN POLISH WHO YOU ARE AND LEARN AND GROW FROM THIS GOD YOU'LL BE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING WHEN YOU ARE MY AGE. DO THIS FOR YOURSELF AND BE AWESOME. YOU KNOW WHAT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS IS NON EXISTENT AND I ALLOWED THEIR SHADOW TO MAKE ME FEEL WORTHLESS FOR TOO LONG . IF SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE CAN NOT HELP YOU FIND YOUR BEAUTY THEN YOU NEED TO FIND IT FOR YOURSELF... IF THEY SAY I TOLD YOU SO. SO BE IT ,,, BUT WORK YOUR LITTLE ASS OFF FOR YOU AND YOUR GIRLS AND LET EVERYONE ELSE TO THEIR OPINIONS, PEOPLE TELL ME I TOLD YOU SO TOO. EVERYONE ALWAYS HAS SOMETHING TO SAY BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SAY TO YOURSELF. I AM WOMAN... BELIEVE IN YOURSELF................. DO IT DAMNIT AND DO IT NOW
