* Finish that schooling
This will take time. I just have to keep at it. It could take me another year and a half to complete.
* I applied for a job at the high school
--apply for other jobs as well (as they come I'll apply)
As I said I will keep applying for employment as the opportunities arrise. That's all I can do!
* Get my license
I have to get my social security card . . which means going to the assistance office on the second wednesday of the month . . so in August I'll be able to get this rolling for sure * Buy a car with next year tax return (it'll be a clunker but it'll get me around)
Have to wait until Jan. here . . . when I get that money I'll find a decent car in the price range and buy it . . no great mystery there. * Stay close to my friends (I often push them aside to deal with Kev more. I will not do that in any relationship)
This really only applies if I am in a relationship. Which I don't think is going to happen anytime soon. This is just action . . there's really no plan and all the talk in the world won't help me do it.
I know you are right about being in a relationship. But if I guy asked me out for a drink or a movie . . A CASUAL date. I would probably say yes.
Why not go out and have some fun. It'd be no different that going out with a girl friend as long as the guy understands I'm not looking for love or any serious relatiobship right?
I'm not trying to run right out and hook down a new man. Just if the interest is there . . why not take advantage of it?
You all told me before that I could have stayed with Kevin and worked on myself.
Maybe a few dates would help me learn how to keep myself truly seperate from someone that I may be with.
It may help me learn . . . I mean I never got to do the whole dating thing . .
I've had two men in my life both were fairly serious. One I married.
So . . . .
why not get to live like I am 21 with kids and no H. That's where I am at.
If he chooses to come back after time . . .maybe me being with some other people CASUALLY would help me appreciate him more.
Who knows?
I guess we'll have to see where it goes!
