Emily, Amy C has told you as well as others that there is no need to look so far into the future. Especially when you have so much to work on right NOW. You need to think about today and what you need to do for now not months down the road. Make a list of what you can do for you and your babies right now. Do you really think anyone in their right mind would give Kevin custody? He would be on the road all of the time, etc. You need to watch what you do and say too. Your actions and words could have a way of coming back to haunt you. Becareful what you say around the kids, to your family and to Kevin.