Amy you are very right. I do plan on getting my license . . I keep saying this . . I am just waiting on getting my social security card . . so that I can get my permit. I know now I should be forcing myself to work harder at going out and getting things done . . . but I don't feel like it (tongue lashing coming here . . I can feel it). I don't want to miserable forever definately not. Give me a few days and I'll start up work again.
Quote: 1)your husband was trying to work out his m with you, but you keep throwing his Affair up in his face and he got sick of it. i asked you last week how you would feel if HE did not want to work out your marriage and you didnt respond. well i guess i know your answer now, because he is angry that he tried and you would not let him work it out, so he went back to ow, who by the way is nice and caring to him. im sorry but YOU pushed him back to her arms.
Thanks shippd . . . the only untruth in this is that he NEVER actually left her arms. He kept us both hanging. . . maybe he was going to try and come back and leave her. But he never left the affair . . . so how did I push him back into something he never left? Also . . now that he's left me for her . . how do I ever have hope that he'll come back????
Emily doesn't know what she wants . . . I'm sooooooooo confused. I know that I don't want to be miserable and bitter and keep repeating this cycle. I just don't exactly know how to end it. Does that come with ending my marriage and standing on my own two legs. Or do I hang . . . I don't know what to do.