It's truly odd because the night before my H kicked me out in Dec I prayed to God and told him to take over and show me what needed to happen for my life to be OK . . because my marriage wasn't and I was pregnant . . . etc. THE NEXT DAY MY H SENT ME PACKING . .
I've fought it this long . . . and I'm starting to feel like I've been fighting the path that God was trying to show me. I feel like maybe he was showing me that the best path for me was by myself or at least away from Kevin. I've been resisting God's plan STOP, STOP , STOP RESISTING GODs PLAN FOR YOU.
You showed some sense of clarity there... Let him go and please try to calm down as much as this hurts you everyone here is just trying to help you. I dont know if hes trying to make his relationship with her like you,, or more like he only knows to be that way. I am sure he once loved you very much,, now you need to move on. Stop spinning your wheels and get yourself in gear little lady. Be strong and get yourself to love yourself and youll see that all of this was a bad distant memory. Please reread your posts and see how they are hauntingly familiar and re read the advice you were given and start to use it ,, Honey its the only way you are going to get any better. I see Amys frustration cause shes been posting to you daily,,, her advice is golden. She really cares about you,, only honey you havent loved yourself an ounce more since you started posting.When you start to love yourself and forgive you will see a dramatic change in your life. I promise. Its time to stop living in the past and wake up to a new life. Please,,,
