Fair enough I'll accept responsibility for the times that it was warrented because "I got in his way" I never tried to wrestle him out of a doorway or anything . . EITHER WAY . . . I'll accept resposibility for those times.
I don't think that begins to excuse some of the times that he has gotten physical with me though. Maybe I'm wrong.
One thing I did want to ask is how do you even see a chance that we'll EVER be together again. He is leaving me so that he can marry her. His mind is made up. She's the one he should have met first. They don't fight like we do. ETC . . .
He's probably right. . . I don't ever see us together again.
I'm still having a hard time accepting that he is with someone else "so soon" in that serious of a relationship . . . but it's a low grade feeling. It's not panic or rage. Just an ache . . .
Time will take care of this . . . I will grow and learn. . . it will be a while before I am with anyone else I'm sure. Not that opinions are great in this area
My sister told me to give it a year and I would feel tremendously better about the whole sitch. I won't care what he's doing or who he's with. I sure hope she's right. I hope that I can accept it faster than that.
