Thank You Pepper. . .
I appreciate your advice.
I am really trying to be strong and do the right things.
I know he only went back to her because I didn't have my act together yet.
I couldn't jump right back in with him . . . and I certainly couldn't trust him (good thing too because he was still lying.)
Now though he's made his bed. Hope he enjoys it.
I miss him and I love him.
I wouldn't want him back though . . . maybe another time, but right now I couldn't allow myself to be such a fool as to let him back in my life.
Thank you too GH . . . I posted right before you
I don't understand how it can hurt him when he has what he wants . . he has "the women that he loves more than he EVER loved me"
I know . . . "WHO CARES" . . . the answer is I do.
I have to stop caring.
