This morning more than ever. I didn't sleep lastnight (just barely a few winks) . . . and this morning I wanted to pull the covers over my head and wallow in this self-pity. No can do . . . Felina made damn sure of that. Thank God for my girls.
I am feeling REALLY low today. It's really starting to sink in that my H left me for another women. One that he tried to replace me with several times and she couldn't even fill the spot and he'd want me back too. This time though there's talk of marriage (I guess there could have always been) . . . and this time he admitted to me that he loves her etc. He wouldn't do that before. I don't want him back . . . I couldn't allow myself to take him back even if he wanted to come. BUT . . . I don't want him with OW either. He's already moved on . . none of this has to hurt him.
I don't know what to think. I can't get my head striaght this morning.
