I know one thing is for sure. I am NOT staying in this relationship. I don't think there's anything he could do or say that would prove to me that he wants to be with me.
I am really confused as to why he would do all of this. Was he keeping me hanging so that he could choose between us . . .and now he's chosen her?? Maybe. . .
I know that you all are right and I shouldn't/can't dwell on that right now. I wish I had a friend to reach out to right now. . . . I feel so alone. Emily (my friend) is supposed to be coming over after work . . . I sure hope she's stops.
I am devastated . . .but like GH said I can chose to drown in 4 feet of water or I can get up and walk out.
I have to walk out . . . . It's just forcing myself to do so that's hard.
He's got someone else already (he's been telling her he wants to marry her . . etc) and I'm left holding all the baggage.
WALK AWAY EMILY . . . WALK AWAY. . .
why is it so hard for me to choose to just walk away??
