Definately not what I wanted to hear . . . but thank you so much for saying it RB.
My H has already signed his year contract to drive for Schneider . . . other wise he owes them 3500.00 for training.
That will put him home only 4 days a month.
He told me he really needed to stay with them for 2 years so that he would have the experience before he tried to go somewhere else.
I know that he can get sex anywhere.
I guess I just wanted to believe all the stuff he told me.
He didn't enjoy all the lying that was involved with cheating.
He wouldn't just sleep with any random women (I.E. a lot lizard.)
Those types of things.
So whether I like it or not my M is over???
I don't want my marriage to be over.
God . . . what will I have left to believe in then?
What the hell will I tell my beautiful girls when they grow up without a daddy . . . and want to know where theirs is.
I'd say what the hell will I do . . . but the answer is : Exactly what I've been doing . . . anything I want.
WOW that is a lot to think about. Although none of it I want to think about
