I feel like my screenname should be "can'tgetright" . . . I just start to get my head wrapped around something and my brain goes into hyperdrive and I overthink EVERYTHING.
I am going to go clean my house up some . . get my mind off of this . . . give my H sometime to find the message I sent him . . I have two weeks to get myself straighted . . outta this tail spin. We'll see where this goes. He just pulled this crap with me a few weeks ago when he first started this training . . . it turned out alright. Maybe this will all iron out alright too. I guess only time will tell . . I HATE WAITING . . .
I wish I could be standing outside this R like all of you and see what I need to do and OBJECTIVELY do it. . . it's so hard when it's your feelings and your heart on the line.
