Tension has set in all the way.
It's a low grade . . . just a big knot in my belly.
I was hoping I would come find some words of wisdom.
Nothing new to report.
I spent the evening with my good friend . . she didn't want me to have to be all alone.

We talked about the sitch some.
She said about how he's just like his dad and when their tense about work they freak out in their marriage.
VERY excellent point.
But it doesn't mean my H is going to keep going in these circles with me.

I just don't know what to do or think. . . I can't stop anything that going to happen from happening but I am starting to resist it.
My blinders are going on . . I'm getting scared.
I want my H around . . I enjoy talking to him and loving him.

What the heck should I do???