Emily I don't get on here very often these days and am sorry that I don't you need to stop and slow down you are driving yourself crazy how on earth do you think he is going to find time to be with someone when he is on the road driving and driving with another driver for goodness sake my WAS is a long distance truck driver he drives those big double tanker things there is a bed in the back of the truck I have been in the truck with him through three states and back in two days - he doesn't have time for a toilet break let alone time to talk to some women he met up with somewhere. slow down Emily - there are some absolutely great people on here helping you but you are allowing your thoughts to run away with you. you are worried about him supporting you - well that is all within your control get the qualifications you need and get a part-time job when your baby is a bit older it is not impossible. buy yourself a car when you get a job it doesn't have to be next week or next month make a plan - qualifications, job, save and buy a car sometime over the next four years. work from home - look for something to do when the baby is a little older
but Emily stop looling for the negatives and try and focus on the positives he put his wedding band on he stayed with you he is working he wants to work this out you thought he had lied and YOU were wrong because you only think of the negatives he called her once and to me his reason sounds very plausible he chucked the damn phone across the road he is trying there are no guarantees in this world Emily but please try to look for the positives here and stop focusing on the negatives
