Ugh . .

I feel like I finally found first gear . . . and now I've dumped the clutch got stuck in neutral and now my wheels are spinning FAST!

Man . . .

I've got to get this balanced in my head.
I start to work through one problem and my idiot brain pops up with another one.

When does a relationship hit a wall that you can't get past even if you don't want to let go?
I don't want it to be there. . .
I want to stay with my H and work through all of this.
I just don't know if it's possible.
Any thought???