wife is doing pretty good. we have been getting along pretty well. i find myself trying to find things that dont exist. checking her cell, and things like that. i want to trust her, but its hard for me. i guess i sometimes feel like im waiting for another bomb. why i dont know. my w is alot better about showing me affection, is very loving and it feels great. i have been gone the last two weekends both times i got home and was met at the door with hugs and kisses. i really love my wife, i hope that what i am feeling will pass. i look at my wife differntly now, with part anger and part confused. i wonder now why she came back, i know i should just be happy, but i still wonder. when she made up her mind it happened fast. she jumped in with both feet, which i am glad, but sometimes i wonder why, after all she told me the last several months. im being honest with this, why am i feeling this way. she is back totally and i find myself shaking my head with confusion. i know you guys are going to say you are really crazy, which i might well be, but what can i do to get over this, with everything that has happened. if you have any ideas tell me.
