i was just trying not to get too graphic - believe me, i have absolutely no problem talking about this.
basically, the problem is my W will not allow me to touch her (penetrating in any way), kiss her, lick her, do anything that involves her kitty or backside. If I do get to touch below the waist, it is at the very very top of the kitty, in a rubbing fashion -or- just the normal grabbing of the azz (almost like the baseball player slapping).
I know the rubbing gets her off or helps - and i dont mind, but sometimes there is the urge and desire to want to do more then just rub in that one spot.. If I even try anything else the attempt is thwarted. because of all that denial, I have looked for alternative means to spice things up (anal, different places/positions, or just getting off on different parts of her body) - all of which ick her out in some way - basically the attempts for all of that were denied. and i have asked before attempting and all - to try and show some respect since it was new and different.
i have just started questioning all of this and it was brought to my attention there was a good reason for it. it still doesnt explain the last couple of years, but it does explain recently. is that clear?
