oh, i am definitely not going to get involved w/ the female thing - that part of it is me venting more then anything else.
i have tried to be more upbeat and appreciative so she knows the last few days have been phenominal - and so far, so good....i have caught myself about a million times from saying something stupid about what i havent gotten, especially since i am aware of her deal now. so we shall see where that gets us
i know we will have our peaks and valleys even after this, but to see the energy level somewhat similar - its a relief since i thought it was gone. i mean, a couple of years of not seeing it can do that to you.
