if she is feeling the same it would be nice to hear it and why.... i am not the one failing to communicate about this (at least i think)....
as far as the other stuff. i was the one to stop it from actually happening. i guess it was the heat of the moment where i was just like - no, i am not going to allow this happen. not to me, not to my kids.... i would suffer for all eternity for my kids. i guess i should have allowed it to happen though (she did have the clothes packed). hindsight is always 20/20
i realize if i am going to make this work i am going to have to meet her more then half way on this, which i am really not thrilled about - not in the least. i did forget to mention that we are about 6yrs apart (she is older, we are in our 30's. been together 10yrs, married 5)
i guess thats it. i mean, everything is as plain as day. i just continue to hope things turn around, but no matter how positive i try to be, something always happens to change my mind to think otherwise
