well... again, when she says no - yes, i do know what she is saying no to. because every time i hear it, i ask and eveyrtime i get disappointed because i just dont understand the reasoning. yes, there is always enjoyment, until i want to do more and the reasons are always the same: its not the right time, i still have female issues, i am not comfortable with that, i dont like that.

its like clockwork, i know the responses and the reactions and that is proof everytime i hear NO.