Well, SO ended up taking D3 & D7 to the camper. I ended up going with the baby to my sisters for the night. Today, he got back before me, so took the kids bowling. I like that he's doing these things with the kids; but it upsets me that he would never make time before, as a family unit. Oh that's right - we were never a family, as he says. I feel so excluded - especially when he's taking them to do the things "we" did and like to do.
I also don't like when he forgets he has a 3rd child ~ counting on me to take her so he can have an easier time with the other two. But, I keep it to myself. Rather, I've been trying to encourage his time with the kids; validating his efforts in spending time with them that he does.
He said something on the phone before about the meeting with the landlords tomorrow. I didn't say anything. He asked what was wrong; didn't I want to do this? I said no. He asked why not; I said I was very worried about the money and not having a job yet. He actually didn't yell or anything - that surprised me, that he didn't freak out. Just said he'd take care of the money and we'd talk later when we were both home. Great, something to really look forward to tonight.
