Ellie -
Everything you wrote - well, it's all run through my mind. Plus a few others for good measure. I've been wondering exactly what he's telling her. But, I also wonder - does it make a difference? I mean, really. He's never come this far back before. And not in this way.
Today I said to him again that I wouldn't take her calls and if there was something I should know, that I hoped he would be the one to tell me.
He showed up here this afternoon; also parking his car behind the house so it couldn't be seen. That has me nervous. I didn't think she knew where our house was, but any fool with his real name and mapquest could find us easily.
We didn't do any talking. I didn't want to get into anything, so I made sure the atmosphere stayed away from any of that. Just didn't feel the need today. Still processing; taking it one at a time. It was odd for him to come out here, but good, too. He has to work at the bar tonight, so him coming here hasn't been the norm since he's had his own apartment. Said he can't sleep well at his place and wanted to be here where he could sleep better.
I still haven't had time to do any thinking today. Organize my thoughts or anything, but I plan to later after the kids settle down. I just have to get some of this out of me and I need to it here instead with SO. At least for now. So, more later.
Looks like I may get locked out, too. So new thread...
