Beyond frustrated... is this really worth it?

[Jen_Jam]

Oh Cat, Cat, Cat...deep breath!!!! I posted on your previous thread, but I will repeat a little here. I totally understand. I have a WAH who stonewalls me and won't talk. My advice? Live wih it. Buckle yourself in and remember your log term goals. I feel like walking out many tims too, but I comitted to staying M, WHATEVER IT TAKES!! Sorry, I have to shout at myself sometimes.
Rememebr these words:

>>The brightest future will always
>>be based on a forgotten past;
>>you can't go forward in life until
>>you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

And keep posting - vent here, I know how you feel, I vent a lot in my written diary, I also go kickboxing and guess who I imagine I'm fighting at times? Then I come home all my agression gone and Act As If. I think it's working, but the steps forward are SO small.
hang on in there girl!!! Remember you want a good M with your H, not a D, so you're going to have to wait a long time - but good things come to those who wait. Rember your goal.