Why is it that when our S gives us verbal communication that things are better that we feels better for moment and then go back to feeling not so much better? I suppose its because we have not yet "arrived" yet at the state of being that we want to be at with our S. We think its a giant leap,nad sometimes it is but then it goes back to being baby steps and we are impatient becasue of the giant leap we just had and want them all to be like that. You've come a VERY long way Andy-there's bound to be bumps inthe road sometimes no matter where you are. Like Lily says, try to go around them. LOL! Rachael M.