Thank you for your kind words. I just wish the whole process could be sped up. I have been waiting for so long to get my H back and it hurts that he is with someone and I spend every evening without a companion. I do appreciate that I have to forgive him and even the OW (she was a friend so it makes it more difficult). It is easier to forgive him than her.
I am afraid I won't be able to get the picture out of head of H ML with another woman. But I know that I will get over this but I am pretty sure I will always love H. I just hope I will know when to let go.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
