Wish I Could Unlove Him

[debj123]

Hi DNO,
I am struggling with how I will deal with seeing my H once my baby is born - we will probably be divorced in a couple months, if that.
I am BF so he won't be able to take the baby (I don't think) - so that means I'll have to see him and spend time with him - granted, only on a biweekly basis - but I am still dreading it. I don't understand how they can choose to let something so wonderful die - but I too need to focus on rebuilding me. I can't imagine being with anyone else, and hate the whole dating scene, but I loved being a wife, and want that again. I guess its just a matter of time and healing and growing...