Quote: It really hurts when you finally realize that they don't care anymore--or at least just don't love you anymore. I think that I am finally coming to that realization--but I can't seem to stop having feelings for him.
YEP!!! I've had a very hard time w/ this b/c XW keeps saying things that make it clear she blames me for all that's wrong w/ her life... And everyone else can see that she has "issues". I can't do anything about that. Sucks huh?
Quote: Don't know if I will ever feel what I felt for him for another man, and that scares the hell out of me. I don't want to be alone the rest of my life---but I never pictured it without him either.
And this scares me too. I've been dating some and there is one particular person... but I have not been able to allow myself to let that go anywhere. Like you, my core values/beliefs had me thinking we would ALWAYS be a couple, warts, difficulties and all. I just know that D sucks even worse than I ever imagined it would.
but I have not been able to allow myself to let that go anywhere. Like you, my core values/beliefs had me thinking we would ALWAYS be a couple, warts, difficulties and all. I just know that D sucks even worse than I ever imagined it would. 
