tielbeagle, I want to say thank you for stopping by my thread and giving me your input. Yes, I do think my H still loves me. During a period of about 2 1/2 months, H was an emotional wreck. I think he finally just made a decision that he was happier with the OW. This past month, I've seen signs that H still cares about me. H is also being polite, respectful, and communicating in a way so I won't be "mad" at him for anything. It is a 180 for him too.
The change in me must be affecting him, thus the change in him. That is all I am going on right now - the few baby steps offering hope.
My new thread is Still Doing the W-A-L-K. I hope you will stop by sometimes and give me your thoughs. Also, I will stop by here and check on you sometimes.
Thanks again! God Bless!
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
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