Didn't meant to abandon my thread for so long over here... been posting over on the MLC forum, I suspect H might be backsliding a bit, but I don't know.

I want to try to catch up with everyone here too. I have a computer here at home now, so I can be here a bit more

I just updated on my thread a few minutes ago How to keep up the strength (another longish one) Then I thought also that it's important to me today to say Happy thanksgiving to my fellow Canadians here. (and all DBers) God bless us all.

I don't want to think today about how things aren't as I wish they were, ground more secure. I have a lot to be thankful for just as things are and I want to share that good spirit. I have always had a strong intuitive sense, but I have become so much more spiritual in this journey. I pray more. I am keenly aware that God is with me (and H) and that there are "angels" out there, doing his work. I have been told that sometimes I am one of them for others. (a humbling but wonderful thought).

I am incredible grateful to have this board to come to when I need to learn and feel support.
I am grateful H is doing better, not agonizing as deeply at times during the last two years.
I am grateful that after 2 years, I am not yet divorced. (and that could change, I know).
I am grateful that I woke up to my flaws and am still working to change them.
I am grateful that I have found new strength and spirit through all the turmoil.
I'm grateful that I've made it through some of the darkest days of my life.
I am grateful that I like myself a lot more than I used to

Have a peaceful day everyone. Thank you for being out there.

LeeP