Anthony, I found a computer where I am having my conference ....just because I am concerned about you and your state of mind. I wish you could talk to someone who has had a family member commit suicide. I happen to know two people and they are still dealing with the decision of their loved ones. Your children will never understand. Please talk to a chaplain or someone there you trust! Is there a medic who you trust? Life IS worth living even if your wife is not in the picture. It may not seem that way right now. You still have 30 days before you go home. Work on you. Try not to think about the future. Take one day at a time. Please keep in touch.
