Im having an anxiety attack. I talked to her this morning and she was nice. But then the us subject came up and she was cold again. She told my mother she loves me and her new friend seems to think I just need to give her space and not call about us. But she will move back to the states and Im getting scared. I mean it is so hard for me to tell her I love her and then hear her say whatever. It hurts. And i go home in about 2 months and then I have to face the day when they all walk out. Im so scared and I would give anything just to hear her say those words: I love you.
She says it was the constant calling that pushed her over the edge. How can this be happening?! I love her with everything, I do. Ive got to salvage my marriage and save this. Just one more chance to do this. PLEASE!!
