I was feeling so good yesterday, but today is my birthday and when I talked to my wife yesterday, we discussed how things were gonnab be. Bills, visitation, and so forth. I realized that even though I have made my mistakes, I am not the only one responsible for this. I am so hurt and feeling so wortheless and whenever I think about what I could have done to save ny narriage and just didnt I feel so sad.
I told her I was going to call today at 1 oclock to talk to my kids for my birthday and she is not home. I tried calling her cellphone and she wont answer.
