I called her today, I read all of the advice about gingin her time space and distance. But i cant help this is my wife. She told me how much of a piece of [censored] I am and how she would never want to be with me. I pled, I begged, I cried and she calle me a btich, that I was a pussy and that IM not a real man.
Im really hurting man, so I asked my mother to call her and my mother will tell me if its really over. I cant believe its come to this. My pain is really hurting and I am having a real hard time dealing with this. I know what my mother is gonna tell me but yet I have to hear it, I cant handle this much pain. It just hurts to bad. I know that I have done wrong by this woman and there is nothing I can do to fix it. Im gonna try real hard to deal with this tonight and maybe tomorrow I will feel better. Man, Im so [censored] worhtless and [censored] useless.
