Your sitch really pisses me off. It's not YOU. It's your wife. I felt the same way last year when Faraway was posting and his W was acting the fool (Sorry, Faraway). WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE WOMEN???? YOU ARE FIGHTING A &^$#*%^& WAR!!
Sweetheart, instead of feeling so down I really would love to see some righteous anger rise up in you. HOW DARE SHE DO THIS TO YOU!? I understand that you have made mistakes and you are now realizing that and being half a world away your hands are literally tied but you have got to pull it together. I don't want anything to happen to you. Man, you have children that need their Daddy to come home intact. Mentally AND physically.
But also JUST AS IMPORTANT is the fact that no matter what your job is over there, there are other men and women that need you to have your sh*t together. Do you understand me? You need to focus. First, on what is around you! THEN, on what you WILL COME HOME TO DEAL WITH.
Honestly, what are the chances the military is gonna go ahead and send her back to the states? And even if they do, so what? You'll be back soon enough and can fight this battle on your own turf. Your job NOW is to do what you were sent over there to do and do it with pride to the best of your ability and also with the knowledge that everyone back here supports you and wants you and everyone else home SAFELY.
You can not kill yourself. Especially not in that God forsaken place. Your children deserve to have their Daddy for many years to come. And when it boils right down to the heart of the matter, THEY are all that REALLY matter.
