Thanks for the advice all. Last night it was really bad and I almost did it, I cant stop wanting to cry or either just breaking down and crying. I know that waht you say is true and I need to be there for my kids, but man I love her. I have always loved her with my whole heart and I just showed it in all the wrong ways.
She wants to return early from Germany and be gone before I get home. At times it seems like I can handle things and that I know that if I really love her, I have to let her go. I wish there was some magical solution to busng this divorce and I have found out the hard way that I had all of the wake up calls and warnings that Im gonna get.
Im just gonna try and take it day by day. It might seem weak but I dont know if Im gonna do this thing or not, but as of right now you all have helped me tremedously. Thank you.
