more journaling- 7/23/06

Today I was not with our children but I had a full day running around in 115 degree weather. Not nice. Got a lot done though, and sweated A LOT. I miss our children so much when I am not with them.

Tonight I called my D to say goodnight (my nightly routine) and she wasn't very interested in talking to me so I said goodnight and let her get off the phone. She called me back when mommy was in the shower about 50 minutes later to tell me that she wouldn't be able to sleep if she didn't talk to me again tonight b/c she missed me so much. She melts my heart. Ahhh! That little girl is my sunshine. Just perfect. I have sooo many voicemail messages saved on my cellphone from her and I listen to them whenever I am down to cheer me up and lift my spirits. I have always sung the song, You are my sunshine to her from when she was very little and on several of my saved messages from her she is singing th song to me. I love that!!! She is so cute. Uh oh, mommy got out of the shower and D had to get of the phone RIGHT NOW! That's OK, tomorrow night is my evening with them. Hurray!

I am settling into my new place quite nicely, getting used to it. Much better than the hovel I was using at my sister's home. My own place where I can hang my hat, but it still doesn't feel like home. I know it will though as I get into my own routine living alone.

I need to rehang my clock (annoyingly slightly crooked) and hang my 3 Thomas Kinkaide pictures. Keep getting sidetracked. I am finally in the process of GAL. It's a little slow going b/c I am STILL in the process of getting settled in. Trying to hurry up though. Need to to move forward for my peace of mind. I'm gettin' there.

Well, thanks for listening. Work tomorrow. Can't believe it's already Sunday evening. My one day w/o our children flew by which is a good thing.


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