Quote: Go where Frank leads you. You can trust him. He's been there. But make no mistake, it's not like you are waiting to be picked up and taken to have a fun day out at the carnival. It's more like going through a terrifying house of mirrors where you will meet yourself and your past around every freakin corner and you can not escape.
Not looking to escape. Trrying to escape from being me got me in this mess.
Quote: Once you go down as low as you can get...and YES, you have MUCH further downward still to travel...THEN you can start climbing OUT of the pit and THAT is when your eyes will begin to see, with awe and wonder, just why the valley was so necessary to your life....BUT UNTIL THEN, IT'S GOING TO SUCK like you just can not fathom.
In a strange and sick way, I look forward to reaching the depths of the valley because when I get there, there is nowhere to go but up, right? I am sick of feeling like I am in emotional limbo.
Quote: I joke a lot. Yes, even about THIS hell, but I am telling you, this is not a carnival ride and there ain't gonna be a whole lot of laughing and giggling in the next few weeks.
I have been feeling emotionally dead. I NEED progress to feel and BE alive.
Quote: You just fight your way through the muck and the mire with Frank to get there, okay?
OKAY! Frank, please be honest and patient with me. I want to break these chains so I will be free to be the LION again. I am willing to get in the muck and mire, to dive down into the depths of me, to reach in and revive my true self.
