Quote: ...as SOON as I read his post to me I was trying to come up with a polite way to say 'what the hell are you talking about? This is FLUFF'. Get to WORK. Stop BS'ing yourself.
I want to do just that, but I am afraid I am lost on how to get to work and THAT is embarassing and scary that I have allowed myself to get to messed up. I am NOT looking for politeness. I am thick-skinned. I need honesty adn direction, right between the eyes. Shoot it straight with/for me please. If I knew how to do what I need to do I wouldn't be where I am now, right?
Quote: But make no mistake, it's not like you are waiting to be picked up and taken to have a fun day out at the carnival. It's more like going through a terrifying house of mirrors where you will meet yourself and your past around every freakin corner and you can not escape.
But, if you stay frozen you won't ever start. If you don't start you won't ever finish.
So?
I am THAWED. I have begun. I will finish. I am no longer afraid of doing SOMETHING. I am afraid of continuing to do NOTHING. I will DB and rely on my brethren here for some direction. I will also talk A LOT less. Talking is my downfall. I will being DOING (or in my case, NOT doing) a lot more. I want to see progress in my sitch. I will not stay in the process for the sake of process. Stay with me. I will work to break these bonds.
