I am continually amazed at the power of prayer. Yesteray I was in such shabbles.... I prayed and prayed and prayed (my prayers are more like just plain ole talk between friends) and it worked. I felt such a peace as H and I went into counseling. I even got that quicken in the pit of my stomach when H kissed me after our session... what a great feeling!!!
I know what I need to do... work on my marriage with H. I need to be commited to that until he shows me he isn't. I'm still guarded, still unsure if he can change... but boy is he trying. I'll stick it out and let him prove he can walk the walk, not just talk the talk.
On a happier note: Since H left in March I've been shopping trucks.. Toyota Tacoma's to be exact and I found one last night... white double cab 2002. I love it... but waiting to hear if dealership will come down to my payments. Wish me luck!
