Quote: I am going to do alot of reading today and journaling. It helps me find my center. I need to focus on all the hard work Ive done to get to this point,, I must keep being the strong woman Ive become. This week I want to organize my days better so that my mind is clearer. Its been a rough time and I want to believe the worst is over but that does not mean my work is done. I need to daily remember ,,,Ill get out of my M what I put into it. Wake up everday to the blessing that has been given. I have til October,,, WE were supposed to go to an appointment to sign a joint petition last week,,, he never mentioned it so I never called the lady to schedule it. When Aug. 1st rolls around if we havent gone ( to sign those papers) the D will not happen... the contract I gave him three weeks ago clearly states that. So ... ((((We'll see what happens from our daily interactions and how loving he is ,,I think he doesnt want to D anymore.)))
He knows about this and didnt badger me about it like he did in the beginning,, I shouldnt mention it unless he brings it up again? MY H is the type that once hes apologized he wont talk about it again hell just try to make up for it by being nice. GOD BLESS
That means its not as formal as I thought doesnt it you just brought that fact to my attention.I feel soooooooooooooooo much hope but once in a while the OW garbage haunts me.. GOD Bless
