****And we choose whether or not to let the demons have their way with us. I choose not.....I just have to stay out of my own way before it will be revealed to me.....Well, we can 'figure it out' to some extent, but not all the way...
Buddy this all seems contradictory. You choose but you let go? You have the answers but you don't? You control it all but it fades?
Not bustin' balls here. I would give anything to be in the same philosophical shoes as you. I read and followed your sitch b/c you seem to have it together. I don't. I'm just looking for answers.
I'm just trying to get a grasp on your world view.
I don't have a full one yet. I thought I did, but I was wrong.
Fill me in Frank.
I'll tell ya. I DONT have all the answers. I used to think I did. I have some insight. I do have that. But now I'm strugglin'. Just tryin' to plug along and do the right thing.
That may make me stupid or apathetic. I don't know or care.
