I think there are still some demons there. Not in your marriage but you. I have read your situation. You are a fighter. You are a survivor. You choose your destiny. You have some wisdom to throw out.
There will always be demons. It's part of my life. And yes, I am a great believe in the fact that while we are influenced by others, we ultimatly DO choose our destiny. And we choose whether or not to let the demons have their way with us. I choose not.
Quote: I am a control freak too. Have you said "F...IT" "I" do not have all the answers. F it all just let it all go and not try to figure it all our yourself.
In a different way. I just say "well, eventually the answer will reveal itself as long as I am open to it." The anwers to everything are always out there. I just have to stay out of my own way before it will be revealed to me.
Quote: Frank you are a self made man. I will hand you that. ANYBODY that thinks they have life figured out is full of sh^t.
Well, we can 'figure it out' to some extent, but not all the way...
Quote: Let go and have faith. I ain't gonna lie. I can't do that now. I know I need to. I know you need to.
Take Care Frank.
I know it doesn't come across in all my posts, but I do let go and I do have faith.