Phoenix- (or anyone)You said you have had alot of anxiety and stress in the past. Tell me..specifics on what you did to get past it! I am so tired of waking up each day full of anxiety wondering if he loves her or me. I know I have no control of his feelings,but all I can go on is how is acts and so much of the time I can't read him. It used to be crystal clear how he felt about me-now he does not say and do all the things he used to that made me know I was the ony one he was thinking about.I'm not so good at letting go of those emotions when I'm thinkng he stilll cares for her or would rather be with her, or worse yet-still having contact with her.He says he's not,but when he acts so differently towards me, how do I know? He tells me he loves me-ok-that's something,but the way he shows me is what matters. What do I do here instead of freaking out every day that he may be having contact with her?? Some days are better that others. I just can't seem to shake the insecurity of his A that lasted 2 1/2 yrs or the lack of trust that comes with it. I need some real concrete advise on how to move on-or I'm going to lose my mind imagining he is still having contact with her. Help me on this PLEASE, I want to move foreward but am stuck! Rachael M.
