I assure you no one is looking down on you...at least not from this BB.
Is it such a bad thing to have people tell you that what you are going through isn't uncommon? That doesn't mean it isn't difficult, trying, depressing, aggravating...it's what makes you human. When people tell you this it's to try to comfort you so you know YOU aren't alone in how you feel.
Is there some reason you want to feel unique in this? Would that in some way make you feel special and validate that how you are feeling can't be helped....or that NO ONE could help you get out of this place you are in at the moment?
Just something to ponder.
Oh...and if you ever say such dark words and then stop communications...leaving us all wondering about your well-being again...I'll put my best dress on, my tallest stilletos and come kick your butt myself!!! Even if I have to get a step stool to do it!