Chrome, I'm glad to hear from you and I know others are as well. I know how you feel, I really do-neither answer feels right does it? I understand, that's all I can really say. Despite it all, wouldn't you say there are some good times though? I mean, you sounded really upbeat there for a few days when things were going well. I know how quickly things can go from good to bad and back again, I just feel like I missed something because I didn't see it coming. I certainly don't look down on you my friend, we've travelled the same road, and even though others here have taken different roads I don't get the sense that anyone else here looks down on you either. With that being said, there are always enough harsh words to go around this board, but don't take it personally, people leave them on my thread all the time Listen bud, I hope you feel better soon. You've got a lot going for you, even a stranger can see that. Take it easy.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."