Chrome, I agree with what Lil said. You can get through this and you will. I realized this morning that each low point I reach, feeling sorry for myself and my circumstances....it seems to precede a period of growth. It's like I subconsciously fight it or something, but I woke up this morning realizing that it's time to grow again. Could it be the same for you?
I am confused about your current state because I thought things were going better, it sure sounded like it from your posts. I forget who posted it, but it made a lot of sense that depression triggers aren't always 'bad' things, good things cause chemical reactions as well. Open up Chrome, what's going on in there?
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
